Wednesday, November 29, 2006


Computer is down, and suddenly everything sucks. What a difference a day made.


Edit: Its 12 plus now, barely 2 and a half hours after I first came here. Time seems to crawl by, and its taking eternity. I'm at my cousins house now, and decided to come back before I leave. I've no idea when I'll get internet access again.


It hurts.

Reminiscence the past, cherish the present, look forward to the future with hope.
9:54 am


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Monday, November 27, 2006


February Song.


Where has that old friend gone
Lost in a February song
Tell him it won't be long
Til he opens his eyes, opens his eyes
Where is that simple day
Before colors broke into shades
And how did I ever fade
Into this life, into this life

And I never want to let you down
Forgive me if I slip away
When all that I've known is lost and found
I promise you I, I'll come back to you one day

Morning is waking up
And sometimes it's more than just enough
When all that you need to love
Is in front of your eyes
It's in front of your eyes

And I never want to let you down
Forgive me if I slip away
Sometimes it's hard to find the ground
Cause I keep on falling as I try to get away
From this crazy world

And I never want to let you down
Forgive me if I slip away
When all that I've known is lost and found
I promise you I, I'll come back to you one day

Where has that old friend gone
Lost in a February song
Tell him it won't be long
Til he opens his eyes
Opens his eyes

Reminiscence the past, cherish the present, look forward to the future with hope.
11:09 pm


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Sunday, November 26, 2006


Life's great!


I haven't felt so carefree, so stress free and all that in a long time! It wouldn't last long though, so just trying to make full use of this moment and prepare myself for more difficult times to come soon.

Reminiscence the past, cherish the present, look forward to the future with hope.
10:06 pm


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Friday, November 24, 2006


Ah, memories.


Just moderated a comment left by a TK Campcraft Instructor, which kind of set me thinking about the Campcraft Competition this year. And I was reading back on my previous posts on the team and all that, about how they went through those 4 to 5 months of training just for 2 days. And to a certain extent, wonder how the unit will be when we reach the next Campcraft Competition come February 2008. And if I were there that day, would it still be the unit I remember from one a half years spent there as an Instructor. Actually, there are so many things I would like to say about the unit now. But, with cadets, and people from other units reading, I'm convinced my thoughts would be better off written someplace else.


Anyway, examinations have been over for a week now. And it's been great. Don't believe all that rubbish people say about being lost after the exams. I rather feel hopelessly lost than be reading how an object's speed may be constant when it is accelerating. Or under what conditions alcohol may be converted into an acid. And what not. Army is 3 weeks away and time just seems to be flying by.


We brought my baby cousin out to East Coast yesterday, and she was building sandcastles and burying our feet. On the way back she kept looking up, so I asked her what she was looking at. So she told me, wearing a cheeky grin on her face, that my hair was funny. Before covering her mouth and giggling. So I told her soon korkor wouldn't have anymore hair left. Guess what she said.


"EEEEEEEE! Botak!"


She'll be 4 in 2 days time, and I love her to bits! =)

Reminiscence the past, cherish the present, look forward to the future with hope.
3:26 pm


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Tuesday, November 21, 2006


Life's a bliss!


Haha, enjoyed my 2 days pretty much, although I kind of miss my family who are away in Malacca. Its a little weird coming home to a house without any noise. My brother is working and by the time he and I get home, we're both too tired to talk to each other. But, my parents will be back tomorrow. I guess time really flies by when you're having a good time and enjoying yourself. Just last week I was wrecking my brains and trying to cram everything in. And now that its gone, it feels, excellent. Work was fine today, it wasn't that tiring. But I feel I do need to replenish abit of rest because I've been feeling tired for some reason. I hope the aunty calls me to work for her again next week, its nice to earn your own money and not always stretch out your hand and ask from your parents. I mean, through like 2 short days of work, I think I can better appreciate the value of every dollar. So I decided to walk to and from the kindergarten rather than take the bus through 3 stops. It saves me 90 cents! =)


There are some really cute kids there, and this lot are pretty well-behaved. One of them called me uncle lor! I must be exceptionally mature and exude wisdom far beyond my years! Wahahahaha


I'm feeling really lazy to exercise and train up. I woke up this morning to muscle aches in my back, thighs and stomach. And promptly dropped the idea of going for a morning jog in favour of pigging out in my bed for an additional hour.


Hope I can catch Celtic-Manchester United early tomorrow morning. Its really difficult for me you know. Having to wake up to watch soccer. Then play with kids. Play soccer, and go out with my baby. How stressful a life! Take care everyone.


FOUR, and counting. =)

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7:16 pm


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Monday, November 20, 2006


Working.


Just back from 4 hours of work, it was my first time working. It was tiring but a good experience I suppose. We had to work at a pretty frentic pace because the kids had to complete 3 different pieces of craft work in the span of 1.5 hours over 3 days. And as I was trying to mold the clay for one child, another would be like calling and proudly announcing that he had finished his. And asking me what to do next. Being kids, they decided that they would rather have fun than bring home a nice art piece so it was frustrating at times. There was this boy who took his work and smashed it on the table, and at the moment I wanted to scream at him because the base of the clay vase actually came off. But yeah, I guess working with kids is still much more exciting than probably working as a banquet waitor, fast food restuarant personnel or what not. The pay isn't that fantastic, but it gives me something else to do rather than allow my ass to rot away at home. When the 4 hours finally ended at 2pm, I just breathed this sigh of relief. I hadn't taken a sip of water in 4 hours and all I wanted to do was plonk myself onto a sofa or chair in an aircon room and stone, or sleep. Not trying to scrub the mess off the tables left by the kids. Was it really that bad, not exactly lah. It was fun working with kids who are cute. I mean, I would be extremely proud of myself if I made a clay vase by myself when I was in Nursery (although it was actually all done by the helpers..)


I love cute children! See!



































Okay, that's all for today, I'm tired and all I want to do is sleep like a pig!

Reminiscence the past, cherish the present, look forward to the future with hope.
2:48 pm


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I'm back, exams are out!


Had a bad weekend, first we had some problems and the entire of yesterday I was beset by this terrible headache, from the moment I woke up at like 7 plus all the way till I dozed off at 10 at night. 3 panadol tablets and a 3 hour nap wasn't enough to cure it. To a certain extent, I still kind of feel a little bit of the symptoms that its going to be back today. My family left for Malaysia and my brother started his temporary job after his ORD. When's my turn? I'm going off to work for a short 4 hours, helping my church member who's teaching somewhere near my house. Time is really passing so quickly after the exams have ended, and in no time I will be stuck on the sunny island of Pulau Tekong. When I was in NPCC, I really dreaded the sight of Pulau Ubin, now it'll be something else.


Anyway, I don't really have any mood to blog these few days, so yah.

Reminiscence the past, cherish the present, look forward to the future with hope.
9:13 am


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Sunday, November 12, 2006


Just 5 more days to being a free man! For 4 weeks at least. =)

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7:42 pm


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Wednesday, November 08, 2006


When the examination ended today, it felt so much like as though the entire examination had ended. I'm really just dragging my feet through this. I slept at close to 3am last night thinking of the repurcussions if I screw this examination up. The papers on Tuesday and today were extremely encouraging, although they only count for 50% or less of the final score. But I guess having a good start and gaining confidence is pretty important. I was on my way to buy coffee last night. And there was this old man smoking. After taking every puff from his cigarette, he would turn to his right and spit on the grass. It makes me sick to see these kind of sorry asses. First, they pollute our air and believe that everyone enjoys sharing the poisionous chemicals they love to inhale. Next, he spits on the ground and dirties the environment again. Finally, when he gets lung cancer, where does his damn medical subsidies come from? Is it not from people like me (and my father) who will have to work my (our) ass off to earn a decent living and contributing money so the nation can support sorry asses like his. It sucks to see your parents working so hard just to sustain the family.


And, this fugly blog template of mine is really irritating me. Is ripping of blogskins stealing intellectual property? I saw one I really liked, and I'm so tempted to copy and code and edit it.

Reminiscence the past, cherish the present, look forward to the future with hope.
7:21 pm


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Tuesday, November 07, 2006


I'm living a miserable existence. And it doesn't help when I get a headache on the evening when I'm trying to cram 2 years worth of shit into my head.

Reminiscence the past, cherish the present, look forward to the future with hope.
10:37 pm


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Monday, November 06, 2006


Wahlao. Such an ugly template. Hahaha. I thought changing to this beta thingy would give me many choices for templates. And the selection is like damn pathetic lah. Dumb thing.

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3:08 pm


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Friday, November 03, 2006


Why must it always hurt so much. When I thought everything was fine, and back to normal. Why? I wish I knew. I wish I could know what to do.


There's so many questions on my mind, so many doubts. So much I would like to say to you, but are you even there?

Reminiscence the past, cherish the present, look forward to the future with hope.
8:04 pm


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1 down!


General Paper is over. The only topic I studied for came out. The downside being that like almost everyone I know actually did the same question, which equates to my grades being pulled down. But nevermind, I'm confident that my content is going to give me an edge! Don't know what laparoscopic surgery is right. I know! Haha, kidding only. Wish everyone whom I know all the best, be it for O or A Levels.


Anyway, I did a quick browse through my posts for the past few months, and I've really got no idea what I'm writing sometimes. Anyway, I'll do a super long one once my examinations end. Just 2 more weeks!

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11:26 am


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Name:- Chen Yixiang John
Eggcrack:- 8 April 88
Religion:- Christianity
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Favourite Bible Verses

For God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotten Son, that whosoever believes in Him, should not perish but have everlasting life.
John 3:16

And we know that all things work together for good to those who are the called according to His purpose.
Romans 8:28

He who does not love does not know God, for God is love. In this the love of God was manifested toward us, that God sent His only begotten Son into the world, that we might live through Him.
1 John 4:8-9

But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control.
Galations 5:22-23

For I know whom I have believed and am persuaded that He is able to keep what I have committed to Him until that Day.
2 Timothy 1:12

I have been crucified with Christ; it is no longer I who live but Christ lives in me; and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave Himself for me.
Galatians 2:20

I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith. Finally, there is laid up for me the crown of righteousness, which the Lord, the righteous Judge, will give to me on that Day, and not to me only but also to all who have loved His appearing.
2 Timothy 4:7-8


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