Thursday, October 12, 2006


On an emotional low.


I have been on a depressing low since the start of this week, I'm not sure its getting better. There was abit of relief, albeit very surprisingly, during the principal's talk. I guess it was the first time our level actually took so well to what he said. Too bad its probably the third last time he's going to talk to us as a cohort. Anyway, tomorrow is graduation ceremony, although I doubt I well be attending. Oh yes, my civics tutor (also known as a form teacher) gave us a bottle of chicken essence each! It was abit of a pleasant surprise although I don't exactly need it. Makes me feel guilty for not attending Teachers' Day and showing some appreciation.


Saw this foreign worker while I was on my way home from Potong Pasir today. And he was furiously trying to pick up as many fallen leaves and dump them into a basket, while his employer looked on with a stern face. At that moment, I felt really bad. What did they do to deserve the kind of life they lead. When they slog it out so hard, yet find themselves waiting on others, clearing up after us. And we, complain about the slightest things. Like the haze. I think this whole haze episode has just really proved how whiney many people are. I guess sometimes life is just too comfortable, that when the slightest discomfort comes, we complain like hell. Aiya, I'm just in a bad mood.


I don't wanna be lonely no more
I don't wanna be empty no more
Only you could unbreak this heartache
I've carried around


I really hate it when people tell me half truths.

Reminiscence the past, cherish the present, look forward to the future with hope.
10:25 pm


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Name:- Chen Yixiang John
Eggcrack:- 8 April 88
Religion:- Christianity
Denomination:- Bible Presybterian
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For God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotten Son, that whosoever believes in Him, should not perish but have everlasting life.
John 3:16

And we know that all things work together for good to those who are the called according to His purpose.
Romans 8:28

He who does not love does not know God, for God is love. In this the love of God was manifested toward us, that God sent His only begotten Son into the world, that we might live through Him.
1 John 4:8-9

But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control.
Galations 5:22-23

For I know whom I have believed and am persuaded that He is able to keep what I have committed to Him until that Day.
2 Timothy 1:12

I have been crucified with Christ; it is no longer I who live but Christ lives in me; and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave Himself for me.
Galatians 2:20

I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith. Finally, there is laid up for me the crown of righteousness, which the Lord, the righteous Judge, will give to me on that Day, and not to me only but also to all who have loved His appearing.
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