Thursday, May 04, 2006


The distance.


With both my chemistry and physics tests over for the time being, I guess, I can take a short break. The pace is relentless, and I don't wish to be lost. I want to last the entire course- and come out with something decent to show for it. Next up is mathematics and the final assessments for SPA.


With NPCC Day Observance tomorrow, I was back in Zhonghua yesterday for the rehersal. Both to settle some administrative stuff and just to take a look. But I came away feeling the difference. I guess, the experience I went through as an Instructor in the unit will never return. No matter how constant the 'visits' or whatsoever. And as much as I have always proclaimed proudly that I would still love to come back to the unit even after I enlist, I am not too sure after yesterday. Sure, there will still be the visits. But i suppose, it possibly won't be something special. The zeal to come down for trainings would probably be gone by then.


For the past few weeks, I have been staying up pretty late. Tossing and turning about while listening to my mp3. And just wondering, where am I headed in future. How would my National Service go. With the distraction from CCA gone- it has been a monotonous 2 weeks. Its either in front of the computer, or with notes. I guess, I do feel abit of the loneliness not being in a relationship. And at times like these, I can't help but feel that I lost the person I really wanted.

Reminiscence the past, cherish the present, look forward to the future with hope.
8:17 pm


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Name:- Chen Yixiang John
Eggcrack:- 8 April 88
Religion:- Christianity
Denomination:- Bible Presybterian
Vocation:- Armoured Infantry
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