joie de viv-re

Sunday, February 05, 2006

Because you are my forever love.

Found this old song by Josh Groban at his official website. It really is a beautiful song. Both the lyrics and the music. These days life has become pretty much mundane. Caught up in a weekly schedule same as any other week. School. Tuition. Npcc. Weekend. School. Tuition. Npcc. Weekend. I am just so sick of my life. I suppose that is the reason why I cannot really be bothered to blog about much. There is nothing much worth talking about.

Maybe, its the lack of success. I have not tasted success in my studies ever since getting my O Level results. The results have gone downhill ever since, and rightly so. Where there is a lack of effort, I do not deserve to be rewarded. Npcc has definitely not seen much more success. While I believe on a personal level I have learnt so much, and grown so much. But my dream of seeing Zhonghua NPCC Unit among the best, still remains a dream. The dream of the elusive gold. Will have to depend on this year.

It would be nice to succeed in something. For starters, the Block Tests after the March holidays. Hopefully I put in enough effort to acheive decent results. Provide myself with some more motivation to continue studying. And of course, I wish to see both the Boys' and Girls' Campcraft Competition Teams pitch at the Finals on 25 March. I have seen them all the way. I believe they can. It would be so sweet, to see them rewarded for their effort, and the unit given a solid standing in the UOPA Competition for 2006.

But most of all. I wish for this void to be filled. The emptiness leading to a lack of purpose and direction in life. The shortage of a person I can go to. Confide in. And make me smile. Maybe its desperation. Maybe its infatuation. Maybe its love. Because you are my forever love.

To Where You Are- Josh Groban

Who can say for certain
Maybe you're still here
I feel you all around me
Your memory's so clear

Deep in the stillness
I can hear you speak
You're still an inspiration
Can it be (?)
That you are my
Forever love
And you are watching over me from up above

Fly me up to where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile to know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

Are you gently sleeping
Here inside my dream
And isn't faith believing
All power can't be seen

As my heart holds you
Just one beat away
I cherish all you gave me everyday
'Cause you are my
Forever love
Watching me from up above

And I believe
That angels breathe
And that love will live on and never leave

Fly me up
To where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile
To know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

I know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

Should you wish to listen to this song, go to http://www.joshgroban.com

Reminiscence the past, cherish the present, look forward to the future with hope.
9:36 pm

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