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Thursday, December 15, 2005

My Passion.

Last night, a friend asked me a question which i guess many people have in their minds. Why do I actually bother to get myself so involved in NPCC. Considering the fact that i will not get much out of it. Our training allowance of $2 is measely to say the least. It cannot even cover our meal or transport allowance. Worse still, it is capped at 54 trainings a year. A number which i am very sure I have surpassed. Which to me is ironic. Because people who commit themselves more are actually being penalised. Moreover, I cannot understand why Cadet Leuitenants actually get a allowance more than double of ours. Secondly, I do not get any CCA points out of this. All I would acquire at the end of my service would be a letter of appreciation. But there is so much more to it.

I told my friend something simple. It is the passion and dream to see Zhonghua NPCC Unit among the best in Singapore one day. And for me, that is where I work towards. The goal which I have set for myself ever since I donned the rank. The silver peep and bar are not for people who cannot commit their time and effort. Not for those who have mediocre dedication. It is for those who have a dream. And have the passion, dedication and commitment to pursue and fulfil their dreams. He did not require me to explain further. I have half a year left. To give of my best and to propel my unit to greater heights.

I hope that the kind of passion and dedication which I have might just rub off on those around me. And hopefully, one day, I will be able to see the fruits of our labour. All the effort each and every member of this family has put in. Down from the OC Unit. To the cadets we will recruit next year. In our onward, and upward, strive for excellence.

Sometimes, I just wish I could channel the same amount of passion and dedication into my studies. Mediocre at best, I am extremely ill-prepared for the strenuous requirements of next year. Advanced Level. It is just going to be a crazy ride. But I know that I can trust God to bring me through it all.

Christmas is just around the corner. Being the biggest celebration of the year, I am definitely looking forward to the next two weeks. Fully scheduled. Thoroughly fulfilling.

Reminiscence the past, cherish the present, look forward to the future with hope.
7:24 pm

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